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[Sep. 20th, 2007|05:55 pm] |
| [ | Predatory? |
| |  predatory | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Swans | ] |
Brad Peele, wherever you are, happy birthday. |
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| riddle every inch of my body with bullets |
[Sep. 14th, 2007|08:48 pm] |
While I am riding the tail end of this wave I will let the beating of my heart beat for you to view. I am on the verge of utter frenzy. I am helpless and unstoppable. This was not supposed to happen but I am glad that it did. The last thing I ever want in this world is to be satiated, complacent, or at rest. LIFE is SUPPOSED to KILL YOU. We are not in control! I'm just looking for someone to be there when I go up in flames. |
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| Talk to me devil, again |
[Sep. 14th, 2007|09:48 am] |
I have written more music in the past week than I have all year combined. My proliferation is seemingly boundless. Tumultuous times. I can't wait to see where this all leads me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 9th, 2007|04:07 pm] |
Yesterday started out strong as stone. I made friends with a dope fiend musician, we smoked together on a pier (I passed on the crack rock). The synchronicity reached unparallelled new heights. Theres really no use in denying or avoiding it at this point. I am inexplicably led. But the path is one with heart. Explored by starlight with mitchel discussing life and the future. The last nocturnal stragglers as always, we sat perched like gargoyles on a rooftop and allowed tranquility to wash over us.
The perfect conclusion to a perfect day. I awoke to the sunrise.... |
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| Reinstallation of terror |
[Sep. 7th, 2007|05:58 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | the whole foods | ] |
| [ | Predatory? |
| | predatory | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Fans humming | ] |
99 weeks without LJ. Can't say I missed it. But my heart is spilling out of my damaged chest and I think I can pour a little of the overflow into some text.
Serenity is dead
Faith is dead
All human beings are dead
The future is alive |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 10th, 2005|09:49 pm] |
| [ | Predatory? |
| |  Joyous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Astrud Gilberto - O Ganso | ] |
I just got back from my first class at Ground Control. When I left, Call of Ktulu started playing on the radio, and tears welled up in my eyes. I feel like I have finally taken my first step into professional fighting, and I am overjoyed. This is truly my calling. |
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| I hate the gay bus. |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|04:29 am] |
| [ | Predatory? |
| |  %- * | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Trans AM - Surrender to the Night | ] |
Things I have done lately:
Shaved my grandmothers head.
Contemplated a similar fate for myself.
Booked a chemotherapy appt for next week.
Broken up with my girlfriend.
Sworn off the drink.
Not smoked for at least a week.
Had a glass of orange soda, mmmm.
Wrote songs my band doesn't have the time to learn.
Become very focused on my training.
Got harassed by rednecks while running.
I feel like.. bzhgggggggt. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|02:57 am] |
| [ | Predatory? |
| |  serious | ] |
I have very strong romantic feelings for Kasushi Sakuraba. |
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| Is that a suicide note in your hands or are you just happy to see me |
[Sep. 26th, 2005|05:21 pm] |
| [ | Predatory? |
| | predatory | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Morbid Angel - Sworn to the Black | ] |
Looks like I might have the house to myself again. And with the temple of gloom shaping up, this place might be livable someday. Listening to Morbid Angel really takes me back to the earliest heraldings of my glory. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 21st, 2005|02:17 am] |
| [ | Predatory? |
| | Doomslayer | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Khanate - Under Rotting Sky | ] |
I am having a good time.
I played a show ^
cubby and I go outside
nothing else needed |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 23rd, 2005|06:21 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Xela - Afraid of Monsters | ] |
'sup baldemore |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 10th, 2005|09:36 pm] |
| [ | Predatory? |
| |  recumbent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Van Halen - Hot for Teacher | ] |
Theres this really cool polish immigrant who works at the subway by my house. He works at subway now, and used to do construction, whereas I do construction now, and used to work at subway. We obviously had a lot to talk about.
Also I shaved my chin hair, now I look like Lemmy. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 20th, 2005|07:39 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Black Sabbath - Killing Yourself to Live | ] |
Does anyone want to come over and watch Forrest Gump; perhaps have cocktails? My family is out of town for the next 2 weeks. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 19th, 2005|05:24 pm] |
| [ | Predatory? |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Gwen Stefani - Hollaback girl | ] |
I wish my life was like the House of Cosbys. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 7th, 2005|11:49 pm] |
| [ | Predatory? |
| |  I feel like shit | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 05 good morning black friday | ] |
Every morning I wake up with flashes of memories from the past nights dreams. I'm not used to dreams, and espescially not used to remembering them. But its the same face and the same feeling every morning. I can't stand the way I'm living. I will become a research mathmetician. My wife will die of brain cancer before we can conceive a child. I will not remarry.
On an unrelated note, I got dumped today (was it yesterday?) Is there anyone left who doesn't think I'm an asshole? |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 2nd, 2005|03:45 am] |
Seriously... you guys aren't giving me nearly enough credit, and it's really starting to piss me off.
...Seriously. |
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| air cav, son, air mobile, |
[Jun. 17th, 2005|06:31 am] |
| [ | Predatory? |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | B. Sibby - Paranoid | ] |
The harmonious fusion of driving, fighting, drugs, porn, and friends. Someone please cut my mullet off. |
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| More than a man, less than a wolf. |
[Jun. 12th, 2005|01:30 pm] |
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It's funny that every single thing and every single person can tell me the same thing for so long, and it takes me so long to get it. I am having a lot of trouble coming to terms with my obvious place in society, which is outside it. And I'm more and more wishing I had written this livejournal entry last night, while the agony of the day was still fresh in my mind. As a whelp, I sat with the sheep. But for too long now I have supped with lions. Now the sheep are uneasy in my presence. I'm neither lion nor lamb. I struggle daily for closure and for a way in which I can live and not just survive in this twisted world. |
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