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(no subject) [Sep. 20th, 2007|05:55 pm]
xeper
[Predatory? |predatorypredatory]
[music |Swans]

Brad Peele, wherever you are, happy birthday.
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riddle every inch of my body with bullets [Sep. 14th, 2007|08:48 pm]
xeper
[Tags|, ]
[Current Location |The fires of mt Mordor]
[Predatory? |scaredlethal]
[music |Rain falling]

While I am riding the tail end of this wave I will let the beating of my heart beat for you to view. I am on the verge of utter frenzy. I am helpless and unstoppable. This was not supposed to happen but I am glad that it did. The last thing I ever want in this world is to be satiated, complacent, or at rest. LIFE is SUPPOSED to KILL YOU. We are not in control! I'm just looking for someone to be there when I go up in flames.
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Talk to me devil, again [Sep. 14th, 2007|09:48 am]
xeper
[Current Location |under the raven's thumb]
[Predatory? |hopefulhopeful]
[music |Magnolia - Hard to love a man]

I have written more music in the past week than I have all year combined. My proliferation is seemingly boundless. Tumultuous times. I can't wait to see where this all leads me.
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(no subject) [Sep. 9th, 2007|04:07 pm]
xeper
[Current Location |Naproom/office]
[Predatory? |gratefulgrateful]

Yesterday started out strong as stone. I made friends with a dope fiend musician, we smoked together on a pier (I passed on the crack rock). The synchronicity reached unparallelled new heights. Theres really no use in denying or avoiding it at this point. I am inexplicably led. But the path is one with heart. Explored by starlight with mitchel discussing life and the future. The last nocturnal stragglers as always, we sat perched like gargoyles on a rooftop and allowed tranquility to wash over us.
The perfect conclusion to a perfect day. I awoke to the sunrise....
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Reinstallation of terror [Sep. 7th, 2007|05:58 pm]
xeper
[Current Location |the whole foods]
[Predatory? |predatorypredatory]
[music |Fans humming]

99 weeks without LJ. Can't say I missed it. But my heart is spilling out of my damaged chest and I think I can pour a little of the overflow into some text. 

Serenity is dead
Faith is dead
All human beings are dead

The future is alive
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(no subject) [Oct. 10th, 2005|09:49 pm]
xeper
[Predatory? |giddyJoyous]
[music |Astrud Gilberto - O Ganso]

I just got back from my first class at Ground Control. When I left, Call of Ktulu started playing on the radio, and tears welled up in my eyes. I feel like I have finally taken my first step into professional fighting, and I am overjoyed. This is truly my calling.
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I hate the gay bus. [Oct. 4th, 2005|04:29 am]
xeper
[Predatory? |crappy%- *]
[music |Trans AM - Surrender to the Night]

Things I have done lately:
Shaved my grandmothers head.
Contemplated a similar fate for myself.
Booked a chemotherapy appt for next week.
Broken up with my girlfriend.
Sworn off the drink.
Not smoked for at least a week.
Had a glass of orange soda, mmmm.
Wrote songs my band doesn't have the time to learn.
Become very focused on my training.
Got harassed by rednecks while running.

I feel like.. bzhgggggggt.
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(no subject) [Oct. 2nd, 2005|02:57 am]
xeper
[Predatory? |blankserious]

I have very strong romantic feelings for Kasushi Sakuraba.
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I enjoy this weather. Time to breakout the blazer. [Sep. 28th, 2005|08:43 pm]
xeper
[Predatory? |recumbentstoned]
[music |trans am - television eyes]

Tue 4 the ottobar
baltimore , MD
khanate
earthride

I'm bored. I want to hang out in baltimore. No str8wads allowed.
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Is that a suicide note in your hands or are you just happy to see me [Sep. 26th, 2005|05:21 pm]
xeper
[Predatory? |predatorypredatory]
[music |Morbid Angel - Sworn to the Black]

Looks like I might have the house to myself again. And with the temple of gloom shaping up, this place might be livable someday. Listening to Morbid Angel really takes me back to the earliest heraldings of my glory.
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